Brookey.

I got the cutest puppy ever. :)

2007-05-19T17:35:46Z

Chief passed away.. and I can't live without a companion puppyy, so a few weeks later we got him!

Copper... my boyyy<33

chron @ 2007-04-21T18:02:00

2007-04-21T22:01:32Z

Yesterday was nuuuuuuuuts. 6 footer. That's all I have to say.

chron @ 2006-12-14T20:17:00

2006-12-15T01:16:25Z

The coolest art teacher ever got fired because he told an 18 year old girl that he wanted to paint her naked. ALl the kids talking shit piss me the fuck off.

It was stupid of him to say, but all the fucking retards spreading rumors and shit really just make me want to kill them.

chron @ 2006-11-07T19:54:00

2006-11-08T00:54:06Z

The longer I go without smoking, the less I think about it.

I have court on Monday.

:)I miss that kid so much.

chron @ 2006-10-18T23:48:00

2006-10-18T23:51:15Z

Once in a while,
You can get shown the light
In the strangest of places
If you look at it right.

chron @ 2006-10-08T17:25:00

2006-10-08T17:26:10Z

chron @ 2006-10-03T20:17:00

2006-10-04T00:20:38Z

I didn't know how fit I was for working with kids (although I've babysat and shit, they've never been less than 3). But after a few days, I'm in love with it.

This girl is my favorite.

When she sees me, she'll crawl over to me and try to get into my lap. If I'm not busy with another kid, I'll pick her up because I fucking love her! And then she'll put her arms around me as far as they can go (which isnt really that far) and lay her head down on my boobs. if shes not doing that shes poking them or like.. bouncing her hand up and down on them haha..

Anyway today she fell asleep with her head resting on my boobss ogmgggg It was the cutest thing ever.

chron @ 2006-09-23T14:39:00

2006-09-23T18:39:34Z

Just when everything was going good.

All I gotta say... is fuck the police~~

What I do in school.

2006-09-22T02:17:13Z

He's not even close to done yet.

chron @ 2006-09-16T17:35:00

2006-09-16T21:35:19Z

If you don't stand for something,
you'll fall for anything.

Dude.

2006-09-15T00:05:58Z

Myspace is so corrupt.

So first I'm just chillin, get home, sign on myspace and... Get some weird message from a German girl.

So that's alright.. one freak...

BUT THEN, ANOTHER

chron @ 2006-09-13T22:13:00

2006-09-14T02:18:31Z

So right now, one of my classes is 3D Sculpture and today we watched a movie on this insane sculptor, Andy Goldsworthy. He goes into nature, the middle of nowhere - (for instance, Nova Scotia?).. and builds these magnificent pieces of art with his bare hands and items found in nature.

The thought of making something so profound and beautiful with nothing but your mind, hands and nature.... is amazingg

And he works with ICE.. snow.. sculpts it in freezing weather with bare hands... he's amazing

Honestly I probably seem obsessed... but tell me seriously that his work isn't amazing...

RIP my Nucka

2006-09-13T21:29:36Z

10 Years since you been gone...

I wish I could say I smoked a blunt with you and Biggie.. hahaha.

chron @ 2006-09-11T15:35:00

2006-09-11T19:35:28Z

my camera is fixed. holla back.

chron @ 2006-08-30T11:22:00

2006-08-30T15:24:39Z

In case you didn't know... I'm growing my hair out.

So I can get dreads.

I'm pretty god-damn excited, considering it's already much longer than it has been in the past year or so.

chron @ 2006-08-24T01:18:00

2006-08-24T05:20:47Z

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now. (But I'm trying hard not to admit it.)	✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (The only channel I can force myself to watch on a daily basis is BET. Other than that, Simpsons, Fresh Prince, Full House, and Chapelle's Show hold my interest.)	✓ I own lots of books. (But can only force myself to get through a fraction of them. I'm very picky with my reading selections.)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games. (Oldschool Super Nintendo Donkey Kong makes me the happiest.)	× I've tried marijuana. (More like fallen in love with it!)
✓ I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
× I curse sometimes. (I say what I want.)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (For the much, much better.)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones.	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain.
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	× I need/want money right now.
× I love sushi.	× I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
× I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling. (The best sister in the entire world.)
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (Acrylic nails are the shit, regardless your opinion.)	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
× I like the way that I look. (I wish I could say that I honestly do.)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	× I am usually pessimistic.
× I have a lot of mood swings.	× I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	× I have a lot of friends. (I'd like to think so, but I'd also like to not be considered mad egocentric.)
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (And made out with, soo... what.)	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. (Only to a select few, though.)	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (I was at one point. Now it's just a bore.)	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone.	✓ I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (Honestly, what can I say?)	✓ I've rejected someone before. (If I accepted everyone, I'd be a fucking smut~)
✓ I currently like/love someone. (Everyone.)	× I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (I have too many ideas! That's the problem.)	× I want to have children in the future. (Possibly.)
✓ I have changed a diaper before.	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything. (Wine.)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (Everyone does.)	× I am shy around the opposite sex.	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved. (There's manyyyyyyy.)	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (Tried? Whateeeeever.)	✓ I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie.	✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (Or myspace? =X)	× I enjoy some country music.
✓ I would die for my best friends. (If the situation were ever happening, in most cases it probably wouldn't.)	× I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (You get free candy/presents on most of the other Holidays.)	✓ I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment.
✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (Black guys.)*	× Democrat.	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (Never younger. I need them as mature as I can get.)
× I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
✓ I love my job(s). (I especially love that it's not even a real job, but I make money. HOlla back.)	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now. (I'm not going to change any time soon.)	✓ I have more than just my ears pierced. (3 on each ear, tongue, nose.)
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can.	× I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles. (I love all animals, in general.)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (I either get it for free, or steal it, honestly.)	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument.
✓ I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.	✓ I have thrown up from crying too much. (I have bad nerves.)	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. (And shit happens.)
✓ I fall for the worst people. (And shit happens again. And again.)	✓ I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals.
✓ I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. (They suck, honestly.)	× I can pick up things with my toes.	✓ I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse.	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	✓ I talk in my sleep. (When I'm mad fucked up.)
✓ I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (Not century. I should have been born in the 50's , so I could have been a teen in the 60's, and a funked out adult in the 70's.)	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (Distractions:drugs, same thing.)	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	× I am a caffeine junkie.
✓ I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (It's honestly true, and it's great.)	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. (I'm allergic!)	✓ I'm an artist.	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes.	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	× I love hugs more than kisses.
× I want to own my own business.	✓ I smoke. (Like a fucking chimney.)	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (But it's comforting to think I am, occasionally.)	× Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (Especially pinstripe.. o0o0o0owee!)	× I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. (All the time.)
✓ I have played strip poker with someone else before.	✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. (Sometimes.)
× I can't stand being alone. (Sometimes I need alone time.)	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (Weeeeeeeeeed)	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (Most of the time.)	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.	✓ I can speak more than one language. (But none of them fluently.)	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	× I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings.	✓ I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	✓ I like most animals better than most people. (Woops.)
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
✓ I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	✓ I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	✓ I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. (I don't like to call myself bisexual, but by definition: I am. It is what it be.)	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	✓ I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me. (It makes me feel whole.)	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	✓ I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
✓ Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. (Cross out the first half of the sentence.)	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	✓ Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (Depending on who they are.)	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
× I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	✓ I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (Usually.)	× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
× I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	× I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	× I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long. (Definitely)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	✓ I can only hate someone that I love.	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

PEace out

2006-08-17T01:08:30Z

I'll be there (rollinggfaceeeee) until Sunday evening! Call my cell if you'd like.

Peaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaace!

I already bought a box of 50 dutchies.

And a half oz. was purchased, just for the ride there. It's only a four hour drive. Happy dayy.

The Descent

2006-08-12T17:34:28Z

The Descent was an insane movie. That is all I can say. I have no words, only fear for little crazy white men in (general) and caves.

B- RENT

2006-08-10T00:41:43Z

Drew the trippiest picture of me... although it looks retarded :P

DUMB BITCH

2006-08-09T02:49:18Z

This girl was handing me my camera, and as i moved my arm to grab it.. she fucking dropped it dude, on pavement. the fucking lense shattered along with my heart. I AM DEVASTATED. not even because it was my camera, but dude, it cost me $600 that i had to save for. and that's one of my favorite things to do, take random ass pictures of random ass shit. not because i think i'm talented at it, just because i think it's something i really ENJOY doing. so fuck dude. I'm just pissed at this bitch

(KEEP IN MIND, this is the same chick that puked all over my room, when I clearly told people not to even come in my room)... I'm just shocked at the stupidity of people

RIP :( haha

chron @ 2006-08-02T21:38:00

2006-08-03T01:45:41Z

I'm tired of men who think they can boss women around.

I'm not your slave, you're not my boss.
Put chains around my wrists, I will break them free.
I am not your sheep, don't think you can lead me to the slaughter.

If you ask me for something once, and I say no, what makes you think DEMANDING it from me is going to make me give it to you?

PS:

IF I SEE ONE MORE GIRL CALL THEMSELVES FAT & WEIGH UNDER 140 POUNDS, I WILL KILL SOMEONE.

Ranting. Sorry.

2006-08-02T04:32:11Z

I'm so surprised with everything. I learn new things it seems as if every minute. I'm so happy with myself as a pose to a year ago. I don't know if it's just because now I literally spend way too much time (smoking). It's so bad but it makes me feel so enlightened and happy. I'm grounded now because my dad found out I threw a party, I don't really mind - what else should I expect?

The house was a mess, I found a used, dripping condom in the kitchen. (I cleaned it.)

That was probably the grossest of all of the mess. Maybe besides the fact there was puke all over BOTH of my beds, my love-seat, and the floor. I was buggin out, so I just bounced. From my own house. My own party. Whatever.

I sat on the front porch and rolled a blunt, took a walk, smoked it all to myself. After that, the puke still wasn't cleaned - so I decided to take it upon myself. Because your friends will always tell you that they're there for you when they want something, but as soon as they get it - they're fucking OUT. They don't care if your house is a mess and your dad's coming home in five hours. They don't care about your wishes, They don't say thank you. They only care that twenty minutes ago they just got an e pill, or the hour before that they were doing mad yager bombs and drinking forties and smoking blunts. It doesn't really hurt me, because I paid for nothing. I got e, close to an o for free, some yay, a bottle of Yager, Red bull for the bombs, and 3 forties to myself. Plus my sister's Yuengling. My ass was shitfaced, don't get me wrong. But I can't help but to feel taken advantage of.

Especially because the next day, Mull sees my sister and goes "Your sister is stupid.. she wanted to have a party but didn't want people smoking butts in the house, or puking"
Well fuck you, dude! I didn't want my house to wreak like stoges, it was fine if it wreaked like blunts though. And yeah, I don't want puke on my BED. Where I kidn of have to SLEEP. Like, fuck people. Seriously.

So you know what?

If you don't put as much effort and time into me, as I do to you - you're cut off. That's it. I won't text you, I won't call you. So please don't think about calling me. Or texting me, for that matter.

And you know who you are. If this is about you, you will know. If you were one of the hundred at my house on Saturday, and left without saying thank you, left your dirty condom in my KITCHEN?, puked on my fucking bed, or in the bathroom, shoved the pack of cigarettes in the gutter.. you can take your petty teenage bullshit, have parties at your own damn house and leave me alone. Heif a nice life

Other than that, I've been sucking up to my dad. Making him food, all that bullshit.

Other than THAT! Today my sister gave me free bong, because she got a mix of Northern Lights and Sour Diesel. Now, if you are a ganja enthusiast like myself, you'll know that Sour Diesel is one of the most intense highs in the entire world. You'll also know that Northern Lights is fucking INSANE! So you can just imagine how I'm feeling right now. It's quite great. GOODNIGHHT>

chron @ 2006-08-01T01:46:00

2006-08-01T05:47:36Z

PS: I feel so weird having normal coloured hair.

But Go keeps tellin me it's sexy and I shouldn't change it.

So damn.

What to do?

I love Summerrr

2006-07-31T04:28:39Z

Yager bombsss!!

I'd just like to know where the dutchie in between my tatas came from..hahahaha.

chron @ 2006-07-27T11:19:00

2006-07-27T15:21:50Z

Kristina will always be the first girl I've ever loved. I can't believe I ever found someone like her. It's not my luck to be so happy.