[23 Jul 2008|02:36am] drocked Goodbye everyone! I wanted to tell you all it's been a lot of fun but I'm afraid I must depart. I won't explain anything, there's nothing to say. I'm gone! farewell until the sun burns out, -a. 6 comments|post comment

for the millionth time. [23 Jul 2008|02:28am] sluttering majnoonayasi: you and i have been livejournal friends for a while, and i've always really appreciated your feedback on my entries. you have always praised my writing and made me feel great about the prose i produce. so put yourself in my shoes. i found out that an 18 year old girl named jasmine at perrysburg high school writes a column called "persian" for the cellar, plagiarizing two of my livejournal entries. my initial reaction was fuck you. and to call you a massively unoriginal asshole. but then i made the connection between the name and location to one of my favorite livejournal friends. and now i have no idea how to feel. but good job copying my writing and passing it off as yours for your high school website. i think what bothers me the most is that you took the liberties to edit my writing and made it so much worse for the wear. in your first entry, "the heart is a risky fuel to burn," (protip: this is from a centro-matic song, look it up) you copy and paste my journal entry and decorate it at will by adding in terrible embellishments. here's another protip: elongating my sentences does not make it an original piece of writing. i'm just really bummed out. you're not an anonymous douchebag who took a stroll past my livejournal, ctrl+c'd, and moved on. you're someone who is on my friends list and who i always looked forward to hearing from. i always thought it was awesome that you had such great things to say about my entries. i have no idea why you decided you should also pass them off as your own. call it overreacting, but i am sick and tired of finding my personal journal entries all over other peoples' blogs or submitted as their english homework. it's not that hard to write something of your own, or otherwise plagiarize from a published source. it's totally fucking vile to adopt my own personal feelings and substitute them for your own. edit: ps, if anyone knows this derivative whore who felt the need to express my feelings toward daniel in her blog towards someone else, tell her to fuck off from me too. edit: and this one too. jesus christ what the fuck. either this shit is going on lockdown or i'll stop posting anything resembling prose because finding my entries on other blogs is truly more upsetting than i am comfortable with admitting. 5 comments|post comment

vituperation: Dictionary.com Word of the Day [23 Jul 2008|07:32am] dictionary_wotd http://www.dictionary.com/wordoftheday/archive/2008/07/23.html vituperation: abusive language. 3 comments|post comment

[23 Jul 2008|12:48am] myfurbyishigh I feel light. I feel awake. I feel enlightened. I don't feel like myself. Just at this very moment. I feel like everything is good. I don't care about anything. No, not true, I do. But I can only see good things right now. It's an opposite attack. Probably because I am so frustrated with everyone around me. But why do I care about people? Why should I even take others feelings into consideration? I'm pretty sure no one thinks about how I feel. And the people that do are the people I love. And all I need is some love. Really, that's all. And I'm willing to accept it. post comment

happy shiny stuff. [22 Jul 2008|03:20am] sluttering out of boredom, i began sifting through my writing files and determining the evolution of my literary voice throughout the years based on what terrible band i was listening to at the time. i ended the time warp with my first real identification as a writer; a collection of ~dark poetry~ penned from age 12 to 15. thankfully i stopped contributing to the file when i started college (only to go on to write more horrible short prose inspired by thursday). but it still appalls me that i managed to write well over 100 pages of unbelievably bad rhyming poetry on par with evanescence lyrics. i thought i should share the laughter with you. keep in mind that the "collection" was titled happy shiny stuff (o i c what you did there, 13 year old sarcastic goth mimi), the password for the file was "suffer," i called myself a ~*~*dark poetess*~*~, and the word "rain" is constantly rhymed with "again." ( prepare yourself. ) 20 comments|post comment

[22 Jul 2008|03:20am] myfurbyishigh I'm still pretty content. Or pretty convincing... post comment

gamine: Dictionary.com Word of the Day [22 Jul 2008|07:58am] dictionary_wotd http://www.dictionary.com/wordoftheday/archive/2008/07/22.html gamine: an urchin; also, a mischievous girl or young woman. 2 comments|post comment

[21 Jul 2008|03:56am] drocked I have nothing to live for, nothing to look forward to, and no reason to wake up in the morning. I have nothing to be happy about, nothing to be okay about, and nothing to smile about. I am no more, so long.

supernumerary: Dictionary.com Word of the Day [21 Jul 2008|08:17am] dictionary_wotd http://www.dictionary.com/wordoftheday/archive/2008/07/21.html supernumerary: exceeding a necessary or usual number. 1 comment|post comment

insensate: Dictionary.com Word of the Day [20 Jul 2008|07:46am] dictionary_wotd http://www.dictionary.com/wordoftheday/archive/2008/07/20.html insensate: lacking sensation or awareness. 1 comment|post comment

[20 Jul 2008|02:37am] myfurbyishigh I feel as if I shouldn't be as content as I am. What the fuck? I am content. Nothing is bothering me to the point of wanting to tear out my own eyes or someone else's, so I guess I'm all right. I'm also not anxious which is a rarity as of late. I feel calm. I still want what I can't have but, one of these days it's going to pass. It has to, really. Because if it doesn't I'm going to end up the crazy cat lady, I swear. Though I'm really not sure whether or not that's inevitable. But whatever. post comment

Sunday Secrets [12 Jul 2008|11:58pm] postsecret http://postsecret.blogspot.com/2008/07/sunday-secrets_12.html PostSecret is an ongoing community art project where people mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a postcard. -----Email Message----- Sent: Sunday, July 20, 2008 4:41 AM Subject: ABBA Are you kidding me? I was blasting ABBA while browsing PostSecret just now. (I'm a guy.)! ~Honey I'm still free, Take a chance on me....~ -----Email Message----- Sent: Tuesday, July 22, 2008 3:20 PM When I was in 8th grade I informed my teacher that I took lithium and for the rest of the year he called me Atomic Number 3. -----Email Message----- Subject: Hope A few months ago I saw a postcard saying "If you're waiting for a sign, this is it. Do it. It will be amazing." Well I did it...and while I am the most vulnerable I've ever been in my life, I'm also the happiest. For anyone else: This is your sign. -----Email Message---- Sent: Sunday, July 20, 2008 1:53 AM Subject: Once I Lea I thought it was; "Once I leave I'll love myself and I promise to show you new things" Guess i was just hoping for my own secret.. -----Email Message----- Sent: Sunday, July 20, 2008 2:36 PM Subject: Re: But Im Not Pretty your beauty shines through... even in a postcard. Subscribe now to receive the PostSecret Event tour schedule, and see more secrets. Enter Your Email 360 comments|post comment

[19 Jul 2008|11:43pm] l_o_v_e_exists [connie_chung] Love exists in knowing that even though they're gone, they are still with you in heart and spirit. In memory of Aletha Kali Davis You're nothing short of my everything - Ralph Block post comment

[19 Jul 2008|12:26pm] oneandfour "And to the grand-children, please read the letter on the bottom of the dollhouse." This is the strangest day of my life. A box full of love letters with talk of record players, baseball team, 2 a.m. drunk ramblings, overseas battles, Germany, everything. Handwriting like spiderwebs. My heart is heavy. post comment

[19 Jul 2008|07:28am] l_o_v_e_exists [wuweibaby] love exists in shadows post comment

malinger: Dictionary.com Word of the Day [19 Jul 2008|08:13am] dictionary_wotd http://www.dictionary.com/wordoftheday/archive/2008/07/19.html malinger: to feign illness or inability. 2 comments|post comment

you will be my home soon. [18 Jul 2008|06:04pm] medusamagoni post comment

[18 Jul 2008|04:58pm] taylorflynn There's nothing better than waking up at your best friends Cape house on a gorgeous summer day, going out on the deck to smoke a cigarette, and sitting in a lounge chair drinking a pina colada (for breakfast.) I couldn't be more content than I am right now. I'm really dreading going back to Boston just to work for the next 3 days. 1 comment|post comment

tatterdemalion: Dictionary.com Word of the Day [18 Jul 2008|07:37am] dictionary_wotd http://www.dictionary.com/wordoftheday/archive/2008/07/18.html tatterdemalion: a person dressed in tattered clothing. 17 comments|post comment

"a phantasmagoric masterpiece" [17 Jul 2008|09:59pm] sluttering china miéville, at the risk of sounding forward, i kind of want to fuck you. i want to make sweet love to you the way your books made sweet love to me when i first read them. you are the most innovative author i've come across since george r.r. martin, and your control of the english language makes me swoon. i have not had a literary orgasm this good in years. also i think you're cute.

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